segunda-feira, 12 de outubro de 2020

LSD trip

I felt this LSD experience should be written apart as it was way more intense. This one I did it with a couple with who I've been sexual involved before. They have an open relationship and want to experience other people together or apart. We are pretty much in the same page of wanting a connection and not only something sexual and unattached so it worked pretty well in a very respectful and connecting way our first time together. I experienced some kind of 3-way relationship, we cuddled, made pancakes and watched a movie in the next morning even.

So they invited me to take LSD with them in his house.

I did not now what was going to happened but I knew something sexual would come with it eventually.

I brought with me a vibrating egg with remote. Mar (the girl) inserted it and I was controlling it. It was a nice "apettizer"!

When the effect starting kicking I wanted to being outside in the balcony. Mo's house has a nice view with plenty of trees and although I would feel way more comfortable in that moment between them, it was enough just to appreciate it with my sight. Colours were starting to change slowly and my body feeling different.

While outside I was still controlling the egg and we were having some fun before telling him. With she did sooner than expected. So I went inside and we experimented different vibrations and it's effect. We switched it to me and it was feeling better than normally. At this point we were just observing, counting the vibration modes and evaluating them. Of course tension starts to built-up and kisses happened.

LSD has a kind of continuous high that lasts long, and divided the effect is better. So we took another piece after about an hour and at some point all of us started to engage sexually. First with the egg and then touching ourselves.

We did put a blanket and some pillows in the floor along with some music. Closed the curtains and some lights and the environment was a sexual vibe. Every touch felt great and even if nobody was touching me I was having pleasure. From touching them, from just watching... Or even if I was giving her pleasure I was feeling I was giving it to me as well. It was like we were all connected.

Every penetration felt deeper and every nerve of my body responded to it. Watching her expression seeing me with Mo and feeling herself was amplifiying my own as well. The constant pleasure was better than having an orgasm, I didn't feel the need to do so but the energy was so high that we all felt it was too much for our bodies. We would stop now and then but without never stoping to touch one another.

I couldn't stop touching her mostly, giving her oral pleasure it was liking giving it to me. After a while she orgasmed and the way she described it, I was kind of jealous. "I didn't know it was possible to feel so much pleasure".

Colours were changing again, this time I was seeing the rainbow and the same pattern everywhere.

Faces and bodies were changing as well, felt a bit extraterrestrial. Suddenly, we had the need to stand up, walk, dance and focus on different things.

Filling my cup with water to drink, I felt I was watching a movie when they are on drugs and you see strange colours, distorted figures and everything feels a bit dizy. I was in a movie! The tap was amplifiying as I came closer.

We didn't pay much attention to the time but Mo said we should take the third piece so we did and not so long after that he said a friend was coming. It didn't felt right. Someone would burst our bubble? I would have to dress myself? They said it wasn't necessary as she knew exactly how was an LSD trip and she engaged sexually with them before. Still didn't feel right but it was not my house.

I did put only a pillow in front of me and listened first to some voices and then saw two strange figures in the dark. They looked like little people with down sindrome. His friend Cheryl came in after, turned on the light and opened the window saying the room smelled like sex. In my fully innocence and high I expressed I wasn't comfortable and asked them to leave. I guess she felt offended, told us we were being rude and asked us to go to the room and change. Her friends said they would turn around and not look. All felt weird, me and Mar naked in the floor with something only covering our intimate parts and breasts were talking in secret as we didn't understand what the hell was going on.

I covered us with the blanket and we went to the room. Mo followed us a bit after saying he did not get what was going on either and maybe it was bad communication. He joined them in the living room and I tried to continue the mood with Mar without much success. She was feeling bad and uncomfortable, just wanted them to leave. It was even a strange sensation of Mo's friend being territorial and Mar didn't like it. She called Mo inside and asked him to expell them of the house. I was just feeling bad for him, after all he was high as fuck and had to deal with it. After what it felt like 15min they left and we runed to the living room again, our space, turned off the lights and closed the window.

Mar was feeling confused and sad so we talked a bit about it but left things for the next day as we wouldn't solve or understand anything during our high, obviously!

We started to see the trail of our hands and different objects in the air. Our skins looked like they were full of spots like the universe. Everything was a discovery.

We engaged sexually again and I started to feel a lot of love thought them and for them. Maybe because of what happened before or because I felt she was just maddly in love with him... I kind of had the need to protect Mar. I was seeing her as this loving caring person who didn't deserve any bad that could come in her direction. I was admiring her beauty inside and out. I was just enchanted by her.

At some point I thought that it all made sense, to be there with them. I was feeling their love and understanding it. I even thought a three way relationship would be the best of all. Imagining that one doesn't feel sexual active some day but the other two do, it all fits. As well with emotions, women just understand it better and at some point as Mar needed to cry I decided to be there for her and pass her good energy when Mo didn't know exactly how to deal with it although he knows her better.

Overall it was a beautiful energy flowing experience. I must say that the end, when it's wearing off, it doesn't feel great. It's like a heavy head pain combined with a indiposition. Our heads didn't stop but we were drained of energy. I closed my eyes for a while to focus and calmed down. I was kind of dreaming while awake. After calming down a bit I started to feel sexual again but Mar was not into it although Mo was so we started to touch each other as she revealed it wasn't comfortable for her and raised some insecurities.

At this point it was a bit frustrating, of course I wanted to respect her but in the same time I was suuuuper horny. I moved to the other room and had fun with myself and THE EGG. The thing is I wanted to share it with them so I came back and we manage to engage her into it.

All was good until he started to penetrate me, she ran out crying and he comforted her.

After all, my high innocence of thinking a three way relationship being perfect was not focused on feelings.

I finished myself and she did as well in a way (as she needed a good cry) and they came back to sleep.

My head still felt agitated and I wanted to smoke. Started to prepare things to roll a joint when I discovered I didn't had papers... What to do? I really wanted to end the night with a joint. Still I went in the balcony to enjoy some fresh air and saw my friend Barbara was online. Felt the hurge to call her and listen to her voice, it felt so good. But why was she awake, I asked. I undertood she was having a sexual experience of herself and it all made sense, we felt so connected. And guess what, she went out to smoke a joint as well, I was so jealous...

So after hanging up, I left the house to buy some and suddenly I had this burst of energy, was even smilling in the street at 5:30am. Arrived in the gas station and it wasn't open. What to do???? Aproched the first person that I saw and DING DING DING, he had papers. I wanted to hug the man!

I came back to the house smilling again and ended my night with a joint and the feeling of warm in my heart as it was a beautiful connecting experience that seemed it went on for days.

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